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September 16 Bob Dylan新诗两首February 20 Love is all we haveDecember 22 I hear the sound of loveI'm not the one who loves,
it's love that seizes me.
--- Leonard Cohen
You have loved enough August 20 我简直是...不知道说什么好了August 15 很多年前的一个段子很久很久之前，有个因失去双亲而陷入深深悲伤的小公主。
（啊啊啊，又是这样的开端好吗？）
在小公主的面前，出现了一位骑著白马旅行的王子。 （王子王子！出现了吗？身上带着蔷薇香味的王子？）
他拭干公主的眼泪，说道： “孤单一人，也能够承担如此深沉悲伤的幼小的你啊，请即使在长大之后，也别失去这分坚强与高贵……” （于是，王子留下了一枚刻有蔷薇花纹的戒指，并说，这枚戒指将会引领她到他所在之处） 但是，小公主因为太憧憬王子了，而决定自己也要成为王子！ （但是，这样子，真的好吗…） ——少女革命 December 05 [Suicide note from Kurt Cobain]To Boddah pronounced
Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously would rather be an emasculated, infantile camplainee. This note should be pretty easy to understand. All the warnings from the punk rock 101 courses over the years. Since my first introduction to the, shall we say, ethics involved with independence and the embracement of your community has proven to be very true. I haven't felt the exitement of listening to as well as creating music along with reading and writing for too many years now. I feel guilty beyond words about these things. For example when we're backstage and the lights go out and the manic roar of the crowd begins it doesn't affect the way in which it did for Freddy Mercury who seemed to love and relish in the love and adoration from the crowd. Which is something I totally admire and envy. The fact is I can't fool you. Any one of you. It simply isn't fair to you or me. The worst crime I can think of would be to rip people off by faking it and pretending as if I'm having 100 % fun.
Sometimes I feel as if I should have a punch in time clock before I walk out on stage. I've tried everything within my power to appreciate it, and I do. God, believe me I do but it's not enough.
I appreciate the fact that I and we have affected and entertained a lot of people. I must be one of one of those narcissists who only appreciate things when they're gone. I'm too sensitive. I need to be slightly numb in order to regain the enthusiasm I once had as a child. On our last three tours I've had a much better appreciation for all the people I've known personally and as fans of our music, but I still can't get over the frustration, the guilt and empathy I have for everyone. There's good in all of us and I think I simply love people too much. So much that it makes me feel too fucking sad. The sad little, sensitive, unappreciative, pisces Jesus man! Why don't you just enjoy it? I don't know. I have a goddess of a wife who sweats ambition and empathy and a daughter who reminds me too much of what I
used to be. Full of love and joy kissing every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm. And that terrifies me to the point to where I can barely function. I can't stand the thought of Frances becoming the miserable self-destructive, death rocker that I've become. I have it good, very good, and I'm grateful, but since the age of seven I've become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it seems so easy for people to get along, and have empathy. Empathy! Only because I love and feel for people too much I guess. Thank you all from the pit of my burning nauseous stomach for your letters and concern during the past years. I'm too much of an erratic, moody baby! I don't have the passion anymore and so remember, its better to burn out than to fade away.
peace, love, empathy.
Kurt Cobain
Frances and Courtney, I'll be at your alter. Please keep going, Courtney For Frances For her life which will be so much happier without me.
I Love you. I love you!
我并不想去评论什么，无论曾经多么震撼的事情，过去了这么多年，除了怀念，人们无非也只是添上几分感慨。那些对与错，已经不那么重要。何况有些价值真的不是那么容易就可以判断善恶对错的。探索自己的内心，是格外痛苦的过程，发现并且固执的坚守自己的良心，哪怕是用最极端的手段，有时候虽然自私，但不得不说，是勇敢的。也许真的像柯本所说 its better to burn out than to fade away.
而这种单纯的坚持，也已经超越生死。无论选择生或者死，都是要灵魂得到平静和安慰而已。
如果有灵魂的话。
人死前 会不会比较相信灵魂的存在呢
p.s.所幸的是，音乐永存。我是指，在人类存在的范围内，永存。
Related links:
Kurt Cobain: http://www.cobain.com/cobain.html
Nirvana: http://www.nirvana-music.com/
August 22 A poem quoted from Marianne WilliamsonOur deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We were born to make manifest the glory of god that is within us.
It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.
And as we let our own light shine,
we unconciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear,
our presence automatically liberates others.
---Marianne Williamson April 08 Love Burns |
太可爱的一首歌
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